Saturday, June 23, 2007

Blogging

My last 'backspace' was like the 'n hajjar'th one, that apprehensive i am to just blot down something which need not even make sense,which i am very sure will be the fate of this present one.My english is good enough to understand any blog, good enough to atleast get the essence , but not that good to write one myself, or so think I. I thought of ways to make this blog give you an impression that iam actually good at it desperately searching for metaphors& fancy words ( even now i have dictionary.com,and urbandictionary.com open in tabs). I tried , desperately (using the word 2nd time in two lines shoud give you an idea of the level of -- again you know), i thought i had everything with me to come up with a blog of the kind i always admired,i had all the dictionaries , thesaureses and infinite time. But something was missing, i couldnt continue., infact i coudnt start, this added to the already builded up desperation (n=3 if u guys are keeping count) and things started appearing even worse, this is when i went back to the ' i want to write a blog' phase, because atleast then i had nothing to feel bad about, i always liked this 'i want to' phase, ' i want to mug', ' i want jog' , ' i want to go to the gym' , it keeps you off the actual work and what, you have nothing to feel bad about , but anyways let us come back to my deperation(4) to come up with a rocking blog, so where was I,ya so me starting a blog and all that crap right, ya so there was something missing, even after i had all i needed possibly, it was that i was so desperately(5) trying to be someone, someone i admire ( i dont mean one particular person) never actually realsing that 'that someone' is as good as he or she (fairer sex included only for the sake of generality)is because he/she was just being himself and not actually someone else, so wihout gettin into the someones' someones' story i end this blog by confusing you even more than ever. But anyway iam happy i made a start, i'll be what iam , if at a given stage of time i am bad at something if you ask me its better to be bad at it properly than to pretend to be good , that way atleast you are good at being bad i guess.

good or bad , and i knw its the latter more probably do comment.

7 comments:

sherry said...

GO PROSTEEEE.....congrates on ur DESPERETE attempt of writing a blog nd dude uve done a good job defnitely not a bad 1 to start wid....hope u will continue dis habit unlike sme of (y)our other attempts(joggin ,gymmin,matlab,.............)....continue dis nd ull surely bcom dat special smeone u want 2 b......every dog has its day so its just a matter of time nd once dat cmes ders no stoppin us.........u knw as every1 say "BIOTECHNOLOGY is d FUTURE".....hehe

SandeepS said...

haha ya future surely belongs to BT but as BJ puts it the prob with future is it keeps turnin into present hehe, thnx dude anyway

Sameer said...

Strong boy - blogging and all! Keep going :)

saidhiraj said...

nice try prosts
but a lil bit of sodhi and all
i have never seen ne1 write a blog about strting bloggin
newys nice attempt
hehe

Karthik Boddu said...

hey.. dats a gr88 start buddy. as its been pointed out, i hve never seen a post on starting a blog. hehe... and d way u presented ur desperateness is gud, likd it.
on a whole.. not a bad start at alll......
u hve got enough to begin wid a fairly appreciable bloggin...!!!

112358 said...

a very humorous and a 'down to earth' blog man!!...really creative of u to blog abt starting to blog!!!!...gr8 job...

SandeepS said...

hey 1122.... who are you? and thns btw